My tears run down like razorblades. And no, I'm not the one to blame.

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

You just don't understand. Is one day in an entire week really enough? Sometimes, because you seem to go perfectly fine without me, I feel a need to just do things that don't involve you to shove it in your face. Just so you can see how it feels. Hence, I'm contemplating summer school. Already doing gym. Anything that doesn't involve you because "you shouldn't matter." Yup, you're not supposed to "affect me this much."

Well, I'll have you know that couples should affect each other that much. And they do. And seeing how one-sided this affecting is, it's not really working out. If this is what you're looking for, then quite frankly, you will not find it in a relationship.